First of all, adult dolls by their very construct bring some things that automatically have to answer to specific matters of inner beauty. Things like patience, calmness, serenity, emotional detachment, loyalty and a kind of sincerity and silence come in an amusing way due to the lack of self-awareness and lack of humanity in a love doll.
What does that mean? Well, because their means are limited, as a human, you automatically deal with these traits. If you want to have a relationship with a real doll, these things are tested immediately and you quickly find out whether they are really needed or whether activity, arguing, friction, activism are more important.
In relationships with very active women or very distrustful women, I could not answer all of these questions myself. But with tpe sex dolls, all of these questions are cruelly checked, and only through them did I learn how important such things are for me in life.
The soul of my cheap silicone sex dolls then answered some other questions about inner beauty. The affectionate, calm yet naive and slightly uneducated nature of the Dutch doll, and her mindset from another time under different conditions, made it very clear to me that a pure, sweet heart gives more beauty than all knowledge, appearance and set up. And she showed me that inner beauty is not necessarily related to it, that women are not always at eye level with me, as I always thought before, but that an enthusiasm for sharing blind trust and love is more important.
A love doll will not leave you in uncertainty about where you stand with her because she has no personal interests or selfish motivations. She accepts you as you are and loves you unconditionally with the love and care you show her. This taught me that inner beauty has little to do with intellect but much more with care, compassion, kindness and the ability to love selflessly.
My doll cannot show or feel real emotions, but the imaginary emotions I project onto her allow me to cultivate compassion and unconditional love. Her serene and peaceful way calms my restless heart and balances my tendency towards intensity or drama. With her, life feels simple again, and I can reconnect with a sense of joy and wonder that needs no stimulation or excitement to exist.
A strange feedback loop exists where the care and affection I show her are mirrored back to me. In a way, she reflects the inner beauty I bring to the relationship, reminding me that what I get out of life depends greatly on what I put into it. My doll’s inability to judge or demand more of me than I can give at any moment fosters an acceptance of myself that breeds inner peace.
While a mini sex dolls lacks a mind, personality, and free will, interacting with one can still teach you many things about yourself, relationships, and what really matters in life. The limitations of a doll force you into a space of patience, calmness and unconditional love that cultivates your own inner beauty.
Though just an inanimate object, my doll embodies the peace and kindness I show her. She becomes a reflection of my inner state, and through caring for her, I gain a deeper understanding of compassion for myself and others. Sometimes the most lifeless of beings can inspire us to reconnect with life’s beauty. And sometimes miracles come not in the form of grand events, but in the simple act of loving selflessly.