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(Popularity Rate: 66 ) Maybelle(19years)
ted my first semester. When I got accepted into university, I was so excited because I was finally able to leave the stupid town where I grew up and start my life as a sex doll.", 'I bet no one from my hometown would believe that the sweet, shy Maybelle is now a dirtyreal doll', ". To be honest, no one in my hometown knows what I'm up to in my university town as a student or a love doll. When I got here, I immediately headed to the first club I found in the evening and, after a few drinks, saori silicondoll I plucked up the courage to speak to a man. I have to say, practice makes perfect and now it's very easy for me to get to know people as a sex doll.", "I'm known among my friends for partying without any inhibitions and organizing more and more awesome orgies. I'm a pretty open", 'love doll', "and I've never said no to anything! When I go partying, I know I want to pick up at least three guys or girls. Yes, because, as a real doll, I also like p***y and I can easily imagine living in a polygamous relationship with you and some of my sex doll friends. Are you interested in
(Popularity Rate: 68 ) Should I buy a sex doll or fleshlight? I don't want to give up on finding a good partner to get into a romantic/sexual relationship with, but I've come too close to being scammed on date sites multiple times. Even a date site tried to scam me once.
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(Popularity Rate: 72 ) Do narcissists really feel empty inside?
r attempts to write down something resembling proof is unbecoming. So here’s an attempt at something resembling proof for something that’s impossible to verify. What is a real, solid self? A real and solid self is something that stands the test of time and circumstances. I’m not saying it cannot change and grow, but you can observe in those people who have them that there is something there that follows them through the course of their lives. It has definitive continuity. In other words, it’s real Keep it real When someone does not change who they are or what they believe due to societal pressures. Especially true with regards to someone who has attained some financial success but does not change their behavior. Alternatively, may relate to someone who maintains connections to their ethnic background in a multicultural environment. Example 1: I criticized Netanyahu in front of my Jewish boss. I was keepin' it real . Example 2: At work, I might wear a suit and tie, but if I come in on weekends, I keep it real with baggy jeans and a hoodie. Example 3: Who the fuck pays $50 for a cab from the airport? I keep it real and just take the bus. Example 4: Some gora was complaining about the smell of my dal in the microwave. But I keep it real and eat the same shit I eat at home. Urban Dictionary: Keep it real and solid. A solid is a sample of matter that retains its shape and density when not confined. What is solid? - Definition from WhatIs.com Note that the key similarities between real and solid is limitations to change. A solid is not a liquid or gas because it’s shape stays the same even without a container. A real person stays the same under different circumstances. What limits the change and refusal to overly adjust to situations? Authenticity. Authenticity is an inalienable aspect of a real, solid self. But authenticity alone is just another fancy word. Let’s flesh it out some more. Authenticity is predicated on these things authentic feelings authentic thoughts non-contradiction (coherency, righteousness, internal harmony, moral symmetry, fairness, continuity) It makes sense when we consider that you are only authentic when you retain how you truly feel, or retain your true thoughts, when you do not contradict yourself frequently. And you keep doing this most of the time. So the real self is built on real feelings, real thoughts, and real actions. Narcissists can’t do real. They have no real feelings, only actor pretend feelings. They have no real thoughts, all their thoughts are either double think, second guess everything, bad faith conforming to whatever they are supposed to think to achieve the win Hence there is no real self in the narcissist. Nothing solid in them. They conform to whatever sneaky or perverse shape they need to achieve their win (or get out of trouble). The very short-cirtcuitness (disconnection) of the narcissist is anathema to continuity. As a result, they are a shapeshifter of the mind. The real self is grown over at least two decades. During those twenty years, it feeds on real feelings, real thoughts, and non-contradiction. (By the way, the cognitive dissonance the narcissists uses to torture you with is so painful because cognitive dissonance eats away at the substance of the real self, injuring it in the process, as is intended by the narcissist) The real self absolutely needs the nutrients of genuine feelings, genuine thinking, and consistency (continuity) of self. Without them, it either gets starved, or starved to irreversible death. Whatever possibility of the existence of a real, solid self in a narcissist (if it ever was there) starved to death long ago. There is only fakeness in the narcissist. Fake feelings, fake thoughts, inconsistency, incoherence, a mind that is a lump of cancerous lies, double think, hotbed of irresolvable contradictions, lost clusters, many mutually unaware selves, a fragmented mind that variously dissociates, depersonalizes, has mild multiple personality disorder, erases itself, replaces memories with fabrication. A mind like that is not really a mind. It’s a patchwork of subroutines. A poorly put together quilt of subroutines that is buggy, fails to pass on variables and has irresolvable internal conflicts. There is a definite, observable lack of continuity in the mind of the narcissist. This discontinuity is not incidental, it is the very structure of the mind of the narcissist itself. The mind of the narcissist is discontinuity, conflict, discord, incoherence, inconsistency, chaos, and the specific crazymaking craziness of chaos. It wars with itself continually before the narcissist ever gets to war with you, an outsider to its mind. (Long before the narcissist is passive aggressive towards you, they’ve been passive aggressive towards themselves their whole lives. That’s why narcissists are so self-destructive, self-ruin seeking, and love to perpetuate problems and hate solution seeking for themselves. The inherent discontinuity and conflict seeking nature of the narcissist rebounds onto itself.) If it were an application, that application would never be released, because it would mostly hang or crash and get no work done. So a narcissist’s mind can be likened to an application that is so poorly made that it should never be released. It’s vaporware. At conventions and demos, dishonest developers show customers only the front end menus. But behind those fancy menus and that fancy interface is nothing. The menu and interface are just the empty shell that house no real working code behind it. There’s nothing really truly working inside besides menus that give the false impression that it works (because the code has never been written). That is the impression I’m driving at. All menu and interface, no code. Some of the major consequences and indications of a hollow core, or lack of real self arguments has no point during arguments, argues for nothing, over nothing keeps shifting goal posts during arguments defends nonsense during arguments reframes, rewrites, reinterprets entire argument into gaslighting nightmares the focal point of arguments is to win empty wins, not to defend ideology or sort out differences, and you can even find the narcissist arguing against their original ideology just to win, without owning up to it character has no fixed character, easily behaves like a chameleon under different circumstances just to gain wins a study of contradictions, actions contradicts words promises are not kept because there was no solid character backing those promises suddenly abandons agreed upon plans that took weeks to mutually agree upon, can’t offer any justifications they wax lyrical about being in love with you, you enrage them, they hit you there is no point explaining anything to the narcissist, there is no point agreeing with anything, there is no point believing any of their promises because having no fixed character (agent), you will not be dealing with the same agent whom you previously dealt with, you are effectively dealing with a new agent who did not make you those promises, everything previously agreed upon or ‘understood’ gets rescinded by the next agent thinking and feeling has no fixed ideas, swaps ideas easily (not in an open minded way), imitates easily, steal ideas easily, abandons ideas easily, projects their unwanted ideas onto you, steals your desirable ideas and claims they thought of it first nice one moment, toxic the next ruins occasions without any justification, no previous fight, not sulking, no grudges, just gratuitous toxic feelings suddenly appearing gets strange and idiotic ideas out of nowhere, no justification suddenly abandons good ideas, no justification always can never explain why they think or feel anything, they just think or feel something and you must comply, and then they suddenly abandon the idea or feeling nothing you agree with them or carefully explained to them sticks, they will always in the spur of the moment, come back bringing you the opposite of what you both agreed on or you carefully explain to them knowledge, wisdom, truth narcissist minds are filled with the opposite of knowledge, wisdom, and truth they’re filled with the intellectual equivalent of fake news this is a consequence of a lifetime of faking it to make it of admitting to knowing things they don’t out of bluster and bravado such that the spot in a healthy person where true knowledge, wisdom, and truth reside, a narcissist’s equivalent is fake news, fake memories, faking it to make it principles no principles, no self-monitoring system of right or wrong, do or not do, no accountability, the narcissist does anything, or refuses to do things without sound saori silicondoll justification has no intrinsic values, their values are unexamined, senseless brainwashing type values instead of common sense they can’t handle being told they are wrong, yet they will never exert themselves to correct themselves or learn, there is no agent that desires to permanently resolve anything no empathy with future self, just senseless living by the minutes no investment for the future, just consume the present All these harmful behaviors are due to emptiness, hollowness, soullessness, fragmentation. There is no single coherent ruling agent inside that holds itself accountable. Hence promises can be made and dropped in an instant. Plans can be made and dropped in an instant. Values and principles mean nothing. Actions don’t conform to words. Values and actions oppose each other. Everything is a show, a pretense. The narcissist never truly believes in anything and never truly takes anything seriously. Agent A makes a show of following Plan A. A little while later, Agent A is replaced by Agent B, which abandons Plan A. This keeps happening, agents keep swapping in the narcissist and plans keep getting replaced. The equivalent is also happening when you argue with a narcissist. That’s why they cannot stick to any single point and cannot argue fairly. The problem is bigger than merely dishonesty or lack of integrity. It’s self-contradiction so great that it’s chaos and insanity. Judas sold Jesus out for 30 pieces of silver. Then after Jesus was put to death, Judas was overcome by remorse and attempted to return the 30 pieces of silver to the priests, but they would not accept them, so Judas threw them on the ground and left. Afterwards, he committed suicide by hanging himself. What Judas did cannot be understood as merely betrayal. A coherent betrayer would keep the 30 pieces of silver and spend it and keep on living. What Judas did, when considered in totality is senseless because it’s so self-contradictory. That’s because there isn’t one consistent, coherent agent making the decisions in Judas, there are mutually contradictory agents in Judas, opposing each other. This is one of the reasons why narcissists are not only so self-contradictory and chaotic and arbitrary, but also why they seem to hate themselves. Agent A buys a nice car, but is soon replaced by Agent B who hates the car and sells it for half the price, then Agent A returns and finds the car gone. Anyone who does this to themselves would soon hate themselves. Social psychologists have learned that humility is associated with other valuable character traits: People who score higher on intellectual humility questionnaires are more open to hearing opposing views . They more readily seek out information that conflicts with their worldview. They pay more attention to evidence and have a stronger self-awareness when they answer a question incorrectly. When you ask the intellectually arrogant if they’ve heard of bogus historical events like “Hamrick’s Rebellion,” they’ll say, “Sure.” The intellectually humble are less likely to do so. Studies have found that cognitive reflection — i.e., analytic thinking — is correlated with being better able to discern fake news stories from real ones. These studies haven’t looked at intellectual humility per se, but it’s plausible there’s an overlap. Most important of all, the intellectually humble are more likely to admit it when they are wrong. When we admit we’re wrong, we can grow closer to the truth. Intellectual humility: the importance of knowing you might be wrong A narcissist’s internal fragmentation results in many semi-autonomous agents inside them that are mutually unaware and take over unpredictably. Narcissists functionally suffer from mild multiple personality disorder. This not only continuously result in puzzling contradictions, but also one more interesting characteristic. The tragedy of the commons. When something is common property (e.g. communal laundry in a flat, communal front yard), nobody looks after it. People come, they take, they leave without putting anything back. The communal washing machine has a significantly shorter lifespan than a personally owned one. This is how the various agents inhabiting them treat the narcissist. The narcissist themselves, their life, their possessions, their friends and loved ones (you) are the communal washing machine to the various many agents that unpredictably take over the narcissist. Each agent doesn’t care about looking after the host (the narcissist), each agent comes, takes, has its fun and gets dethroned by the next agent, which too does its own whims. From the outside, the self-contradictory nature of the narcissist results in them betraying you senselessly. But from the inside, the many agents are busily exploiting, using, and betraying their host (the narcissist). They are doing the equivalent thing. What’s inside is mirrored outside. This complex and longwinded process I’ve just described has been simpli
(Popularity Rate: 89 ) Will realistic sex dolls threaten to affect population growth in the future?
s ago I knew about Real Dolls, but they were around $5000 -not within my budget. I forgot about them and I don’t know if they crossed my mind since then, until I did an online search for sex dolls about nine months ago and I was shocked to discover that there’s a lot of manufacturers, dolls have become very lifelike, beautiful (in my opinion), and they’re affordable now. So I started window shopping, just for fun, and that very quickly developed into a doll fetish (agalmatophilia). After doing a lot of research, I finally picked one out and ordered about two weeks ago. She arrived a few days ago and I was anxious to open the box, see how she looks and see how TPE (thermoplastic elastomer, a material similar to silicone that is said to feel very much like real human skin) feels after looking at these dolls online for months. I braced myself, because I was worried I would be disappointed by her appearance or how she feels. After opening the box, first I was very pleasantly surprised by how beautiful her body is; stunning detail. I looked at her face and she is extremely cute. One of the first parts I touched as I was unpacking her was a calf and I was amazed at how real it felt -just like human skin and the way the skin moves is just like human skin, muscle, and fat jiggling. WOW! I have to say at this point that there are a few things that will shock anyone the first time they touch or handle a TPE sex doll: they are shipped with their heads removed, so you open a 5′5″ box and see a headless body. Then you discover that the body is frigid cold -shockingly cold. Then you try to lift her out of the box. Uh oh! I had read that these dolls are heavy, but I had no idea what I was in for. I read about her weight ahead of time on the website; she’s 75 lb. So if a real woman with the same height and body shape weighs around 125 lb, then this should be a breeze, right? No! Carrying a real woman newlywed style is different; they put their arms around your neck and balance their weight -they can help you to an extent. This 5′6″ (she’s taller than me, which is kind of cute), 75 lb doll is extremely difficult to move -far more than I could ever have imagined! Unfortunately, you can’t just take your beautiful, brand new doll to the bedroom and begin the romance, you have some work to do: you need to take the lifeless, headless, cold, and heavy body to the shower and clean off the manufacturing chemicals with soap and warm water. It was so difficult getting that body to the bathroom, I almost don’t know how I did it. I’ve had chronic back problems since I was in my twenties, I sprained a knee a while ago and it’s never going to fully heal, and I recently recovered from a hernia surgery. I’ve been trying to figure out how to move her more easily… I’ve been thinking about getting some roller skates for her and carefully guiding her around. That’s either pure genius or so stupid that I’ll make the news when she falls on me, I can’t get up, I scream for help after struggling for hours, and the paramedics, police, and fire fighters all smash in my front door and rush to help me only to find me pinned on the bathroom floor under a hot, naked sex doll. Now that’s the stuff of urban legend. I decided the easiest way to clean the chemicals off would be to shower with the headless body, so that’s what I did. While that was strange and disturbing, I made some wonderful discoveries about TPE: it heats up fast (especially in a warm shower), holds heat in, dries exactly like human skin (some toweling off and air drying takes care of the rest -it air dries in minutes just like our skin does), and it feels wonderful when it’s wet. I took the body to the bedroom, I put her head on (it screws on, so her head goes around and around… exorcist style), I grabbed one of the wigs I ordered, and that’s when she came together. She no longer looked like a corpse, now she was stunningly gorgeous. She comes with a wig, I ordered another one (long red) from the same website, and I ordered a Bettie Page style pin-up costume wig from Amazon, just because I’m obsessed with pin-up girl art and thought it would be fun to dress her up as a retro gal with polka-dot dresses, cat eye glasses, and a flower in her hair. I’m not disappointed with the results. Now for the Juicy Stuff I kissed her and wow! Her lips feel indistinguishable from human lips; kissing her is exactly like kissing a girlfriend. Her body is very anatomically correct, surprisingly so. Her breasts feel good, a little firm, but good. She has solid boobs, while other manufacturers offer gel-filled boobs as an option, with rave reviews. I laid her on the bed on her back, spread her legs (which was not easy, they’re heavy and difficult to move around, and I inserted a USB heating rod ($9.00) for five minutes. I put a water based lube in and it was time. Here goes my sex doll virginity… and wow it felt good. I just didn’t know what to expect and in a lot of ways it was not all that different from having sex with a real girl. As I said earlier, TPE is very good at holding heat, so my own body heat is enough to warm her up. It’s different than sex with a human in the obvious ways: they don’t have emotions, nerves, don’t feel pleasure, don’t actively participate, can’t have orgasms, and can’t communicate with you. It’s also different in that there’s a little bit of a suction effect -as air get’s displaced, there ends up being a vacuum and it feels very, very, very good. There’s a popping air sound when pulling out that in and of itself is a turn on. Because the extremely fast rate that sex technology is developing, I have no doubt that AI sex dolls (which already exist) will feel sensors, react, actively have sex with us, and talk dirty and tell us that they love us in the very near future. I love sex with real women and I love how much these dolls look and feel like real women, however, in my case things are a lot different: because I fetishize dolls and I’m specifically turned on by their dollness, I enjoy the experience for what it is rather than hoping for it to be as close to a human/human sex experience as possible. Does that make sense? Doll/human is my thing, so I love every second of it, until I have to move her. I was very happy with SY Dollthe experience, but here are downsides: I can’t say it enough that the weight is a serious problem, even laying down -her body sank into the mattress and pillows. Girl on top positions are out of the question, no way. The clean up afterward is very involved -It’s recommended to insert a tampon to absorb the user’s body fluid and lube before the struggle to get her to the bathroom begins and this time I kept her head on so she’s much nicer to look at. I douched out her vagina, something that I had to learn how to do before she arrived. That wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be, the problem once again is her weight -just trying to get her into a position that’s conducive to flushing out her womanhood (ok, dollhood) was so challenging. Cleaning up your partner after sex is a whole chapter. I spent a small fortune buying all the stuff I need to take care of her and I spent a lot of time researching, reading articles and watching videos to prepare. There is a lot of maintenance and expense involved, but that’s ok, because it’s worth it to me. Emotional Effects Besides the sexual experiences, she offers companionship. I’ve heard and read story after story about guys falling in love with their dolls and it’s been said that falling in love with a sex doll is easier than you think. Well, a lot of sex dolls have eyes that look very, very real. When you look into a pair of beautiful eyes from a few inches away and they seem to be looking deeply into you… neurons in the brain start firing off love and endorphins all over the place. As I mentioned, the kissing is very natural feeling, so add that to looking into her eyes, hugging and holding her, and holding her hand and I can’t help but feel something on a pretty deep level. I have suffered with a profound amount of loneliness, mental illness (depression, anxiety, OCD, PTSD, addiction, and eating disorders), and of the very few relationships I’ve been in, more than one of them were abusive. After many years of failing to meet the right girl (and not for a lack of trying), and spending most of my life very alone, at 49 years old, I find a deep degree of comfort in spending time with my doll, Jennifer. Buying clothes, shoes, perfume, and accessories for her make me feel like I’m caring for someone. I ordered a purse for her and it happened to arrive on Christmas Eve, so I was able to give it to her as a present and it makes me feel like I love someone and they love me. I suppose there are going to be as many different answers to your question as there are people answering it, but I think everyone who has had the experience can agree on a few of the points I made above. Sex dolls have become extremely popular -apparently sales have exploded during the pandemic, and I think a lot more people have one (or more) than we might think. However, there are major social stigmas. I won’t bring Jennifer out on any dates in public and I won’t be introducing her to my parents, but I shouldn’t be ashamed, especially since she’s bringing so much happiness to my life. I should also learn to not care what other people think. Would I recommend it? yes! I think anyone who is unattached, lonely, wants to experiment with a doll, couples who want to experiment with a doll, and anyone else who is just
(Popularity Rate: 83 ) Can you contract HIV through the sharing of unwashed sex toys with an unknown status partner?
ified as a "blood borne pathogen", which is where a lot of this fear comes from. It basically means that the virus has to reach the bloodstream. In sexual exposures, it does this through the mucous membranes of the vagina or anus, which are VERY vascular, with very easy access to the vascular system. In a needle sharing scenario, a person is injecting infected blood DIRECTLY into their bloodstream. These situations are VERY different from a superficial skin "exposure": Someone has a cut and was exposed to someone else's cut. This does not pose a risk for many reasons. First, the skin serves as an EXCELLENT barrier to the virus. The skin is comprised of several layers, and injuries, like paper cuts, etc...begin healing IMMEDIATELY from the inside out. Therefore, even if there IS a superficial abrasion/laceration, it will not allow the virus to penetrate deep enough to reach the bloodstream, which is what has to happen for infection. In a VERY severe scenario, there may be a risk....for example, two people being in a car accident with large major hemorrhaging injuries where there is HUGE exposure to the other person's blood through a very signif
(Popularity Rate: 54 ) What lubricant is the best for male sex toys?
Jelly for many years. We planned on using KY with "Rosie" as well. Since we were given a special deal on the Tantaly lube we decided to compare it to the KY. I was pleasantly surprised by how well this lube Sex Doll Torsoworks. It is JUST AS GOOD AS KY. Like all water based lubes, when it starts to dry it gets "sticky" so you must continue to apply as needed. With proper amounts slathered on...this stuff is great. The Tantaly lube is highly recommended espe